Between Maps and Meaning

Lamentations 3:22–24

“Because of the LORD’s great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness. I say to myself, ‘The LORD is my portion; therefore I will wait for him.’”

It’s been some time since I’ve posted. I plan to be more consistent going forward, but February was filled with a lot. For a short update: I received a job offer that I ultimately turned down, and it was not an easy decision. My job is busier than ever, but I don’t say that to complain — I truly love my work. My main struggle lately hasn’t just been time; it’s been my heart.

I’ve found myself stuck on a chapter in my life. There’s a page left to read, but I haven’t been able to close it and begin the next one. I know that turning the page means viewing this chapter in the past tense — and seeing a character there that I don’t wish to see in the past. Yet I have no choice. The page must be turned, and my destiny met. I trust that the Lord has work for me.

Though my heart is heavy and my future uncertain, I trust in God. I don’t know if I can turn this page. I’m not sure I have the strength — and if I’m being honest, even the desire. So like everything else in my life, I look to God. Happily, I might add. Our God is great, and He is mighty. I pray we all seek His comfort. Amen.

More to come. I have plans for a new — and possibly final — wildcat essay. There’s island geography to explore, and I’ll be heading to Japan soon, so Japanese history, geography, and wildlife are also on the horizon. Lots of meaningful work ahead.

To the few readers I have: thank you. I understand the randomness of these writings, but I hope you find something of value in what I share.